Monday, January 25, 2010

days of happy

weeeewangwang....
2day a happy day although quite rush..
in the morning was surprised dat mum called while i at bus stop.. thought something happen while she bak..
but is just tell me bout my driving test..
mum: u 2day alright take driving test ma..
i: " stun"
mum: repeat what she said earlier..
i: can gua.. but thought suppose wednesday?
mum: the teacher la.. go book wrong..>< good thing i nothing on today.. if not u habis luu..
i: =.= ok luu... den what time isit??
mum: 12..><
i: den i no need eat merhx?? class just over la..
mum: u dunno how eat in the car ar..clike i dunno how tapao food for u.. ==
i: ok la...

after that went take undang.. so little ppl there.. den go sit on computer do the exam..
28 mins i out i scare i din pass cos din study properly.. but in the end i got 44 out of 50.. soooo 7 happy since the passing marks only 42..><
hahaha.. getting sot d..
=p
i look upon the moon and stars at 6:07 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sunday, January 24, 2010

feelings

I'm feeling quite bothered this few days...
i also dunno what is bothering me..I'm not like my usual self..
Even when all is joking and chatting around, I would just b sitting down and feeling sooooo empty inside till i feel like crying out..
I hate to keep faking a smile to show that I'm happy when I'm not but this is just life..
I really hate this feeling.. I don't want to have this type of feeling anymore..
It's torturous... I feel like giving up everything now but it would just mean that i had just wasted the money and time spent...
aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
hope this week will b better..
i look upon the moon and stars at 5:33 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon