Sunday, January 24, 2010

I'm feeling quite bothered this few days...
i also dunno what is bothering me..I'm not like my usual self..
Even when all is joking and chatting around, I would just b sitting down and feeling sooooo empty inside till i feel like crying out..
I hate to keep faking a smile to show that I'm happy when I'm not but this is just life..
I really hate this feeling.. I don't want to have this type of feeling anymore..
It's torturous... I feel like giving up everything now but it would just mean that i had just wasted the money and time spent...
aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
hope this week will b better..

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:33 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon